The One About Bipolar Depression

Hey, everyone. Just to be clear (I know this is my 4th post, but bear with me), this blog isn't exactly organized to a "T", if you can't tell that already. My goal is to try to write something interesting about my work, or bipolar depression, or whatever is floating around in my little brain on any given day. Just because the blog is called "Charlie's Graphic Novel" doesn't mean that's all I'm going to talk about, although it will be the main subject. Just wanted to get that out there.

On to today's topic. I was thinking I'd talk a little about bipolar depression. (I told you this wouldnt always be about graphic novels.) Don't worry...I'll do my best not to make it some dry essay, but it probably won't be very funny, either.

So...what is bipolar depression? Basically, it's the low side of bipolar disorder, which is also known as  manic-depressive disorder (although I believe that name isn't used anymore).

Here's a list of the symptoms (you knew there was going to be a list, right?):

● Persistent sadness, anxiousness, or emptiness

● Feelings of hopelessness

● Feelings of guilt and worthlessness

● Fatigue or decreased energy

● Irritability and restlessness

● Difficulty concentrating

● Distractedness

● Anger

I have experienced all these symptoms, and luckily, not all at the same time, or in the same amounts. I particularly had a lot of anger, something I'm still struggling with the most out of these symptoms.

Like I said, I just wanted to give a quick overview. Hope that helps some. If you want more info, there's plenty out there on the interwebs. And please, please, PLEASE talk to someone if you have any of these symptoms. Whether it be a professional therapist, or family member, or close friend, talk to them.

Eventually, though, you should really seek professional help. I did, and it really works, once you find the right therapist and/or doctor. It took me two tries to find the right therapist. You might need medication...or you might not. Your therapist should be able to recommend a doctor to help you find out. Since I have is clinical depression (a chemical imbalance), I take medication, although we - meaning my doctor and I - are trying to minimize that as much as possible. Coincidentally enough, it took me two tries to find the right doctor, too.

Okay, that's all for today. I feel a little worn out, but I hope this helps you understand bipolar depression.

Please leave comments below, if you feel the need.

Later, kids.

-Charlie